P!nk Says It All

"Everyday I fight a war against the mirror. I can't take the person staring back at me...I wanna be somebody else."

Afterthought

When it comes to my family, I'm the odd one out. On my dad's side, everyone is really carefree and they joke around a lot. That should sound awesome, but I don't know how to be that way. And then my mom's side (the side this is mainly about) is very intellectual, which is great! I love that! Except...all my cousins are either way other than me, or way younger. There is no one my age. I went to my 2nd cousin's grad party today. She's my age, but she also lives in Wisconsin. I see her and her brother maybe once every ten years. So, what did I do at a party where I barely knew anyone? Nothing. I did absolutely nothing. I didn't skate (it was at a roller rink). I didn't eat. I didn't talk. I only talked when I was asked a question. And time just goes by so fast! I mean, I found out one of my second cousin's is now 20! I thought he was only a year older than me! Not to mention the other second cousin I have (that I actually forgot I had) who's know nine or so. When I finally realized who she was, I remembered holding her as a baby when I was ten. TEN! I don't even know. I like my family. I do. But...I feel like the black sheep. And I think they think it too. I mean, my own parents have the time treat me as if I don't exist as family things. It's all Val this and Val that. I love my sister, but seriously! You have another child! One who's sitting right next to you staring at her shoes trying to blend in. When my sister's around, everyone talks about her. When she's not around, everyone talks about her.

Me? I'm just an afterthought.

Oh, buddy...

I'm really starting to regret my blog title. I mean, sure, I did make it when I was in like...eighth grade, but still. I wish I could change it.

This summer has been a bore fest. I've saw my friends once, and it was for about a half hour. I sincerely hope this gets better because I won't last.

Wow...I really shouldn't post things when I have nothing to say. It's incredibly boring.

HEY! Wait! There is a man. He goes by the name of Andrew Allen. He is amazing. Saw him in concert a year ago. I suggest you go and Google his song "Sooner." It will turn your heart to mush.